God will make a way when there seems to be no way…
What an awesome song, right?
I raise my voice and turn the volume up every time when I hear this one. It makes me happy and gives me new hope.
But what I don’t like is to actually be in situations like this, where I don’t see the outcome, where I don’t know what is going to happen next, when it feels like I am totally left in the dark, or where I simply don’t even see a way out.
A lot of question marks are buzzing around in my head.
One of the biggest question marks right now:
WHAT HAPPENS AFTER LEGACY?
I have desires, dreams, ideas but also fears.
But how can I know what is right?
How can I know what God wants for me?
Is it only my dream or did God put certain desires in my heart?
Maybe we all can imagine that in situations like this we are confused after a time.
So was I. The last few days and even weeks I struggled with doubts, with confusion, some sleepless looooong nights and a lot of prayers that ended in tears.
Starting everyday with reading in psalms and proverbs and sing and worship and to study the bible with loved ones gave me strength.
One day, after a long sleepless night and deep prayer I got a few answers from God:
“Trust in the Lord completely. Do not think that you understand things well enough for yourself. Whatever you are doing, remember that the Lord is with you. Then he will show you the right way to go.” Proverbs 3:5-6
“Delight yourself also in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord, Trust also in Him, And He shall bring it to pass.” Psalms 37:4-5
“Do not worry about anything. Instead, pray to God about everything. Ask him to help you with the things that you need. And thank him for his help. If you do that, God will give you peace in your minds. That peace is so great that nobody can completely understand it. You will not worry or be afraid, because you belong to Christ Jesus.” Philippians 4:6-7
…and of course my favorite song right now:
God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to his side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way.
So God already answered. He cares.
He also placed me here where I am surrounded by loving people, who have opened ears and hearts for me, who are praying with me aloud, whether only with one or two good friends, or my mentor, or even in a prayer meeting in church. He gave me a few very helpful conversations.
I definitely feel the Love and that God cares and is working “behind the scenes.”
Did I already receive my answer(s)? No!
Do I still have question marks in my head? Yes!
But what I definitely learned and what God showed me the last few days: Not to look at my circumstances, not to focus on my situation, BUT to look and focus on Jesus, NO MATTER WHAT.
And believe in HIS almighty power.
Because when I focus on my circumstances or on my question marks, then after a time I get depressed and confused and disappointed. But when I look at Jesus and his word and his promises I get hope and strength and I can be very sure that a solution, a way will come.
Yes, it is easier to say and write it down than to actually put it into reality.
I pray that I can be opened for His will, for the way, he is gonna make for me.
Because sometimes it is something different He wants for us:
“The Lord says, ‘Remember! My thoughts are not the same as your thoughts. The way that you do things is not the same as the way that I do things. The sky is far higher than the earth. In the same way, I do things in a much better way than you do. Also, my thoughts are much higher than your thoughts.’” Isaiah 55:8-9
He will make a way.