“Delight yourself in the Lord; And He will give you the desires of your heart.”
Psalm 37:4
Being nearly 21 one years old now is mind blowing for me to think about. In one sense, it feels like my life has been so long and there are so many things that I’ve experienced. Yet on the flipside, if the Lord wills that I live an average lifespan, I’m only a quarter of the way into my life. So why does it sometimes feel like I’ve already gone through so much? Even when I look at the circumstances in my life, there is truly nothing for me to complain about. I grew up in a Christian family, in a first world country. I’ve had no significant illnesses, immediate family members passing. I’ve been blessed with so many things in my life there are too many to count. So why then did I still feel broken inside? Why did I experience this longing for somewhere I’ve never been? The truth is that I wasn’t created for this world. I was made with a desire that can never be satisfied with anything that can be found in this physical world alone.
The deeper I understand the Gospel and what Christ’s sacrifice on the cross meant for me and my life, the more I realize that the only true satisfaction I can ever find in my life is in Jesus. He wasn’t exaggerating when he said that He is the Living Water. These past 8 months at Legacy have had their moments when I wrestled with God and the purpose with which he called me to serve Him. The countless nights that I’ve spent in prayer with God as I searched for answers. It seems like it’s only now that I finally am beginning to realize that sanctification is a painful process. As God molds and shapes each of our lives to be more like Christ’s, that is only done through the testing of our faith that produces steadfastness. (James 1:3)
But looking back at all the work that God has done for me, I see just how much higher His ways are. Our Father in heaven knows what we need. He knows that things are difficult. But He made a way for us to be in fellowship with Him through faith in His son Jesus and the work that He did for us at Calvary. He wants to give us the true desires of our hearts. The deepest desires that we were all equally created with. The ones only He can satisfy. All God asks in return is for us to delight in Him.
What does delighting in God look like?
“If you love me you will keep my commandments” (John 14:15).
Jesus doesn’t make it complicated. He shows us just how simple it is to delight in God. All we need to do is follow his commandments. And what a comfort it is to know that through his Holy Spirit He provides us with the strength to follow his commandments! When we live lives according to the way that God designed us to live, we start to truly experience the blessings of abiding in Him. It’s the reason that the Psalmist writes the entirety of Psalm 119; they understood that God's Law is what gives us fulfillment in our lives. Jesus goes further and says that the entirety of the Law can be summed up in two commands. Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength. And love your neighbour as yourself. When we obey the Word of God, we begin to see just how good God is and how He’s always wanted the best for us from the beginning. It’s why He gave us a law in the first place.
A concluding thought: this world is going to present countless false hopes, false gods that promise us satisfaction and fulfillment. A question that I need to ask myself daily is this: Am I satisfied in Christ alone?
As one of my favourite songs brings out in its chorus:
I rejoice in my Redeemer
Greatest Treasure
Wellspring of my soul
I will trust in Him, no other
My soul is satisfied in Him alone.